09/19/2008im really sad right now..i had this bad bad dream again..i end upwaking up..crying..damn!i wish i have someone right nowto hug to..i badly needing some comfort..damn!my head is aching.. super super!it has been aching..makes my head much in ache..damn! damn!i feel so down..i feel like going out..huhm!damn! that dream again!!!i wish i never slept!that dream again makes me sad..when shall i be free Like TheseComeHold me..I need someoneto hold on to..cover mewith love..with love..i feel s....

