I know you will not be able to read this..I just want to get this off my chest..I was always there for you, the time you needed me..and when I needed you to be there for me, you left me..but I have forgiven you.. but this time.. You are far away.. dont know why..You are whole and I am shattered..my life has bee a struggle everyday..your life is smooth.. You are tired not because of pain caused by that mistake,You are tired because of me, because of my punishment..and I am tired not because of y....

