Real Life
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Hurt
hurt myself todayto see if I still feelI focus on the painthe only thing that's realthe needle tears a holethe old familiar stingtry to kill it all awaybut I remember everythingwhat have I become?my sweetest friendeveryone I knowgoes away in the endyou could have it allmy empire of dirtI will let yo …
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Bleeding Heart: Empty...Fill Me Up..
07/31/08I never felt so emptylike this before..I never felt so cold and lonely..Never could haveI imagine I'll be lost like this.. orbe drowning like thiswhat shall I do?Please help me..my confidence is draining out..I'm tired..I lost my way back..I see no light..All things are gray..I have forgotte …
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A Silent Prayer: Prayer of a Damned, signing off
07/30/08Dear Lord,Are you there? Can you hear me? Please be there.. I'll just pour my heart out.. I used to pray to pray askin you to give Micheal to me..But you did not..instead you gave me someone else..but that someone else ruined my everything..i know i am nothing to question you for the things …
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Symptoms Of Shattered Life
(1). Drinking.. Drinking till thy body drops.. til thy body deteriorates!Drinking to out of inhibition..in order to forget...(2). Smokin.. smokin and smokin till thy lungs fails...Puff.. puff.. wow.. im breathing...(3). Goin out with people you barely even know..stupid act..telling them your aches.. …
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The mask I wear
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask. I wear a thousand masks- masks that I'm afraid to take off and none of them are me.Pretending is an art that's second nature with meBut don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled.I give you the impression that I'm secureThat all is sunny …
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Nightmare...Wake Me Up
Have you ever experiencedOne day.. waking upRealizing all things in your life got broken?All things changed for worst?Hoping that it's only a dream..a very very bad dream...just a nightmareYou want to open your eyesbut you couldn'tyou want to get bitten..hoping that its just a bad dream..hoping that …
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What I have Become
Drink.. drink.. drink..I can't escape this hellSo many times i've triedBut i'm still caged insideSomebody get me through this nightmareI can't control myselfSo what if you can see the darkest side of me?No one will ever change this animal I have becomeHelp me believe it's not the real meSomebody hel …
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Song
Take my handWe'll walk awhile,we'll talk awhileFeel my loveAlways there beside youBe the oneI know you'll tell me everythingYou are the oneI cherish more than anythingI love you more thanyou'll ever knowI love you more thanyou'll ever seeMore than my heart could ever showI love you more thanyou'll e …
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Hugs for 50cents
I feel like Im all alone..I'm really sad..So sad.. so lonely..feels like I could die..I wanna cry..Is there someone out therewho would like to save me?who would like to take care of me?who would be willing to love me?I'm all alone..could you hug me for 50 cents?
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Save me from what Ive become
Somebody please dig me up..Save me..Its saturday..Lifehouse..I really wanted to watch the concert..so sad..I couldnt..besides I dont feel well..its been 2 days.. having this fever..Oh my!!anyway.. I was riding on a "pedicab" hehe..there was this child - naked, with dark complexion..wearing white hat …
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Suicide
HUHM! I really dont feel well today..Anyway,, I really feel so lonely.. sad..sigh!i wanna go home.. cuddle up my self to sleep..i really feel so down.. so sad..can you feel my pain?do you wanna help me?Dig me up.. Please..Save me..I really feel so lonely.. that I could die..SIGH!
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Emo
Sigh...It feels like Ive been away for so long..My days..huhm..sad..i wanna be happy..can u dig me up?save me..Weird.. Just a funny pic of me..I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
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Just a Sad Day
I'm really sad right now..sometimes because of too much sadnessi never wanna wake up..but as you see,im having this nightmare...huhm!!anyway...I really like this song:My sexy love... (so sexy...)[ Verse 1 ] She makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand upJust one touchAnd I erupt like a volcano t …
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Wonderwall
Again, I had this nightmare.. Keeps on haunting me..Hmm.. I wish I could be save from this situation..Whatshu gonna do?when all things seem to be falling apart..whatshu gonna dowhen you try every to be strongbut sometimes your surfacestarts to deteriorate?and sadness starts to sink in (as always)and …
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Bleeding
My heart grows so tired.. Could someone please save me?
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Can u Help Me?
Please be my guide please take my handWant you to know that I got you.If you need it. I don't want to be on the outside looking in..Can u help me?Tell me why you want to leavePlease help me..How to forgive someone who doesnt even make you feel that he should be forgiven?How will you tell him that yo …
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Jaded
"There's a lot of things I understand And there's a lot of things that I don't want to knowIt's alright I'm O.K. I think God can explain I believe I'm the same I get carried away"Feel like singin …
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Lie and Lie..
why you would lie to the people who really care for you? is it because you just want to protect your self from them; because you know that they dont like what you are doing? or is it because you dont want to hurt them? but do you even realize how they are hurting when they really know the truth yet …
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HeLp me
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scaredBut no one would listen, 'cause no one else caredAfter my dreaming, I woke with this fearWhat am I leaving when I'm done here?Don't be afraidI've taking my beatingI've shared what I've madeI'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perf …
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I miss U..
Well, I miss..talking with you on the phone..non stop talk..you boosting up my confidence (which is draining out)..you tellin me that everything's going to be alright..you pretending that you wanted to hear my stories..you listening to my griefs..you being "tarantated" when i callyou always being th …
Real Life
