Real Life
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Closing Time
I am hoping that this would be not my last post..i'm very sick..i need to rest for a while..i hope I could get back..if not.. it means that I have perished..
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Goodbye
08/28/08It's late..i'm goin' home..I just wanna go home right now and cry..i'm really really depressed...hell..I think i'll be fainting..
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Im so Blue
08/28/08I cut my hair today.. I'm really depressed..I fell so alone..really..i'm alone..nobody cares!damned! Please shoot me!with engr. escoto picture taken just a while ago..pretending im fine..after i cut my hair..I'm so sad..nobody really cares about me anymore..i hurt myself todayto see if i sti …
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Its just Me, Bitch - Torn
My head had been aching so bad..that i just wanted to bang my head on the wall..I was resting for a while..just had the time to drop by..i really feel like im dyingshit!i really feel so fucked up!shit shit shit!i'm really alone..i dont know whom to talk to..my family doesnt even want to speak to mei …
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The Life Is Dead: Signinf OFF
08/23/08They say that death is part of living..so when your dead your are still living.. ..
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The Life Is Dead
08/23/08They say that death is part of living..so when your dead your are still living.. ..
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In The End
08/23/08That in the face of true loveyou don't just give up,even if theobject of your affectionis begging you to I dont know what to say.. its just that.. we've always been the 4 musketeers.. 4 (b, k, y, me)4 - (b)3 - (k)2 - (y)1 - Mefor y:I know its for your family.. Im sad though.. I never felt so …
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unMasked
Name: N. G. R. C.Nick Name: NenBirthday: 01/31/86Fathers Name: NapMothers Name: NancySiblings Name: NJ- - - - - - - - -Favorite Food: Anything digestable!Favorite Color: Yellow (nice) and Black (when I feel like hiding myself)Favorite Music: Alternative, RnB, Mellow, Light RockFrom Me: *sigh*- - - - …
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Am Tired
AddThere are days like this.. that i feel like getting buried is my only chance to walk away from everything.. I am coward.. *sniff*anyway.. I feel so sick..very..so sad..so sad..sing this song.. I dreamed I was missing, you were so scaredBut no one would listen, 'cause no one else caredAfter my dre …
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Burry Me (Super Villain)
I close my eyesand let thingspass me by..They say that love is the most beautiful and powerful thing in the world.. When we give love..admit it or not..we also wanted to be loved in return..but sometimes when we give too much..we also expect others to give such as much as we had given..but when expe …
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Nonsense
im sick.. but i dont know how to tell..really really sick..wish someone could take this burden from me..i wanna go somewhere..anywhere..Had this conversation..P(boy): Why are you sad I dont know..huhm.. i dont know..P: There must be a reason from your sadness..N: maybe.. i just dont know..P: maybe y …
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I Close My Eyes...
08/13/08I've never had my heart brokenno ones ever wrecked my dreamsI've never been in love,you've never heard me screamI've never had to cryI did not know what it's like to be sadI did not know how is it to get hurt...to die..over and over..to die..to die..that was me..before you came..i was whole. …
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I'm Drowning!
08/13/08I'm drowning.. in too much pain.. I wanted to write a story..but I dont know how shall I start..I dont even know If I shall be able to finish it..anyway..i just wish someone would come & save me from all these.. *sigh*cant see things so clearly right now...i just want to rest for a very …
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so sick
i feel so sick..super..i just wanna sleep for a long time..anybody out there ... help me..
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Revive Me
08/11/08I feel all alone..feels like the walls are closing in on mecant be relief.. so hard to find such relief..cant breathe..my door is so dark..cant find any light.. No one's going to be there to catch me if I fall..Nobody's mending my broken heart..nobody knows how broken I am..I have lost my ho …
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At the EDGE
There's a place I dream about Where the sun never goes out And the sky is deep and blue Won't you take me there with you Ohhh, we can begin again Shed our skin, let the sun shine in At the edge of the ocean We can start over again08/11/08I feel so depress..I cant think of anything right now..I …
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Drop Dead
I really feel so down.. I found a new website.. peeps. I think its a new one.. but I find it very interesting..*sigh* life life..whats the feeling of being dead.. literally..haha! funny.. but whats the feeling of being dead?i mean there should be a difference right? when your dead but still alive..t …
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Sad Day
08/07/08 Nice to know u..I'm glad having u as a friend.. i'm just glad being around u..u being there...Living on the edge out of controlAnd the world just wont let me slow downIm confuse can you make me understandCause I tired to give you the best of meI thought we were cool maybe I was p …
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Pathetic
08/06/08what the heck..I really feel so hopeless.. and so pathetic..am i really that hopeless?so sad... i just wanna die..
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Hide Me
08/04/08 1:05PMit has been raining hard last night..i get so sad when I hear this song.. but i love listening to this song: When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out …
Real Life
