Real Life
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Free Verse: I am
I used to be someone, someone - me. My existence was for my self for HIM, and for a few who understands me. I had this inability to let people in; I didn't let just anyone get in for I was scared of life - for how it might push me; for what I could and couldn't offer life - for what life might broug …
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Reason
Just don't have any reason to smile anymore..don't have any reason to wake up each day..don't have any reason to live..because you are not here with me anymore..
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Just a S0ng for you
10/2/2008Take time to realize,That your warmth isCrashing down on in.Take time to realize,That I am on your sideDidn't I, Didn't I tell you.But I can't spell it out for you,No it's never gonna be that simpleNo I cant spell it out for you If you just realize what I just realized,Then we'd be perfect …
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Conversation of Weirdos!
ytals chuva! pixlove team#1love team#2love triangle#1Boy: sad again??Me: yeah.. am tired..Boy: tired of what?Me: of everything..Boy: How can you say that?Me: i dont know.. i just dont know what to do wit my lifeBoy: But that's life:Me: Yeah.. i know.. but i get so tired of being sick.. of feeling si …
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sick of being sick
im just sick of being sick, sad of being sad.. damn!
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Deep Sigh
I never felt so alonenot like this..im really really lonely.. knowing that your are far..you left me..just when i needed you most..EVEN if you turn me away.. i'll stay.. but not for long.. but ill always be with you..i've love you far too long..
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Breakdown.. Burning..
teARs are streaming down my face..i tried my bestbut i cannot succeed..i tried to stand up but i couldnt..i just couldnt stand up on my own..i feel so tiredi feel so tiredbut i couldnt close my eyesand even if i could.. - i see "that" again.. haunts me..I felt like ive given my life to waste..I felt …
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far away
im sad..and i dont know what to do..i thought you wouldn't leave me..damn.. such a fool to believe you..to depend on you..to love you..really..im so alone..i just want you to love me.. love me.. please.. im hurting.. love me.. love me.. im begging you..
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Shake Me
09/19/2008im really sad right now..i had this bad bad dream again..i end upwaking up..crying..damn!i wish i have someone right nowto hug to..i badly needing some comfort..damn!my head is aching.. super super!it has been aching..makes my head much in ache..damn! damn!i feel so down..i feel like going …
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Christmas: 98 Days to GO!
its just 98 days to go before Christmas!Days are really going so fast..huhm! again.. sad..Everyone supposed to be happy on that day..Damn! Another lonely- lonelier day for me..anyway.. I got really sick for days now..when i was in grade schooli really love to draw and to writewrite poems, stories a …
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Villain
Scared..im scared..i feel so alone..anyway..wish i had what i needed to be on my ownbut i feel like im so hopelessyeah..villain is starting to grow within me..TO YOUsometimes I MISS YOUsometimes i dont..sometime i wanna love youbut there are some things that holdsme back..love me that is all that i …
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Spare Me Some Love
Alms, alms,spare me some love..days right now have been so cold..sometimes i am wishin..i have done what is right..bad,,
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State of NoWhere
i feel so lost..YEAH REAlly..I got sick..headache..damn!feel so lonely especially right now..its been raining so hard..and i feel so lonely and alone..
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He hated Me
09/11/08It happened last saturday..I had no place to goso I called someone to give me the numberof a friend (we used to be very close *like we used to be together everyday or we used to talk everyday, i spent my time talking to him and he listens..he was "kumag" * but things happened and we had our …
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Nowhere to Land
I used to have everything..right now I have nothing..huhm.." wish i had what i neededto be on my owncause i feel so defeatedand im feeling alone..it all seems so helplessand i have no plansi'm a plane in a sunsetwith nowhere to land"my head had been aching the whole day..tonight.. i hope i can have …
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Starving
I'm really starving right nowhomeless me..sick me..damn..hahaha! I wonder where shall I go ayt now?hmm..I'm like those beggars out there..much more decent because of I have better clothes..I feel so useless and something..SOmebody give me some love..some food..Restless tonight Cause I wasted the lig …
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NPA
09/04/08I dont know where to go..no mad..how sad..
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Suppeeer Doopppeeer Sad
09/03/08Huhm.. there are days like this.. that I feel so alone.. I am alone.. but worst..thats why I'm just writing it out..sometime sometimes..i wanna run away from everything..but i dont know where to go..I wanna run to the mountains..hoping my burdens will disappear..hoping this depression which …
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BlackOUT : 'til then..
I know you will not be able to read this..I just want to get this off my chest..I was always there for you, the time you needed me..and when I needed you to be there for me, you left me..but I have forgiven you.. but this time.. You are far away.. dont know why..You are whole and I am shattered..my …
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Sing This Song
wish I had what I needTo be on my own'Cause I feel so defeatedAnd I'm feeling aloneAnd it all seems so helplessAnd I have no plansI'm a plane in the sunsetWith nowhere to landAnd all I seeIt could never make me happyAnd all my sand castlesSpend their time collapsingLet me know that You hear meLet me …
Real Life
